quiet..

well..too quiet today at the office..most of then went to Miri for an event..
me, just do my work as usual but still tak sepenuh hati..
why? what happen to me?? so dull..so sad..so flat..blank..

i'm tired..lost my momentum.. not in my mood..so cont. later..

arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

been advised by a friend to do so..he said it's a therapy as well..
well..no harm if I try..

Recently my life just keje..keje...keje and all about keje!!!!
macam nak jerit satu dunia"tolong selamatkan aku dari dunia nie!!!!!"
stress yang teramat sangat!

my day start at 6 every day, open my eyes and like 'pop' my mind trus jump thinking 'bout my work..can't avoid it.. seriously!! then after solat..still diriku gundah gulana coz' too many backlog on my table...rush to the office dengan satu matlamat..to finish up semua benda..but then.. kringggg..meeting here..kringggg meeting there..
arghhhhhhhhhh...bila aku nak keje???? bila aku nak rest?? bila itu..bila ini....
keje makin ari makin bertambah.. don't they realize on overloaded meeting schedule in their emails???? and is it necessary to initiate meetings so frequent...with all the remeh2 matters????

helllo...unnecessary meeting is just an excuse for not doing work!!!!