menghitung hari

pejam celik ramadhan dah nak berlalu. Sedih rasa hati, belum sempat mengimarahkan ramadhan sebaik2-nya..syawal dah makin terasa..hari nie opis hampir lengang. But for me, lengang tak lengang meeting still ade..haaiiii..what to do..raya tak raya still kena pk sal keje..

just to share menu semalam..ketam sari ayu

ikan pari bakar ala nyonya

and tart telur..pastu ulam bendi celur..itu je..

Preparation

Hari nie hari yang ke 27 Ramadhan..aku baru nak kemas2 rumah. kalu previous years, aku keciwa sbb selalu mengharapkan bantuan utk kerja2 kasar, tahun nie aku nekad..no more wait and see. Sebab aku dah bosan bercakap dan mengharap, so aku buat sendiri, DIY. Dari aku buang tenaga cakap n seterusnya bebel, baik ku chanel-kan tenaga utk buat keje

Since last night aku ala2 bertukang, betulkan rail langsir, betulkan tingkap rumah (ade orang tu kan.. dia kata kena tukar the whole window frame, aku pegi kedai hardware, beli sparepart, haaa..siap, RM3 jek!!!..macam mana tu..??) credit to my advisor, madyan :)

and hari nie..pepagi lagi aku dah kluar cari peralatan mengecat. bila panas skit jek cuaca..aku mula operasi. adehhhh..lenguh pinggang gara2 nak abiskan cat part atas dinding..ngeri naik tangga. Tapi mikirkan buang karan jek mengharap pada orang tu..aku gagahkan jugak. Alhamdulillah after 2 hours, keje settle and cat pun kering.. tak de bau walaupun baru dicat..he..he.. inila hasilnya..ingatkan dalam tin sedia ada byk lagi cat..nak kluar hujan pulak..so postpone la besok.. so projek langsir baru postpone jugak sbb tak jumpa material yang berkenan di hati. esok next projek, cari shelf and frame yang bersesuaian utk dinding yang selama nie 'botak' je..hajat hati nak buat lighting kat dinding, but ekonomi terbantut lak..kena dahulukan yuran adik..takpe la..bukan keperluan pun kan..so i'Allah bila ade rezki lebih..baru buat..

rest

i'm back, but i'm not feeling well. Since yesterday rasa cam suam2 jek..org sejuk aku panas, siap berlawan2 on and off aircond with my colleague kat ofis..hmm..sakit tekak..and today..makin parah..suara dah serak..kepala berdenyut..but still I need to finish up my work before raya.. nearly 2 1/2 hours sitting in big boss room review policy..haiii..naik kebas pinggang..luckily he had another meeting at 2.30..

balik opis, kepala dah berdenyut2, hidung dah pedih..mata berair but I can't stop!! 3 papers to be prepared and submitted to Ministry level, then nak manage few activities to ensure we all meet KPI this year..prepare training materials segala..aiyoookkkk..berbaloi ke?? hmmm..sendiri mau ingat la. staff aku dah macam abis nyawa..terkejar2 siapkan paper to meet date line.. Sehingga hari ini, I manage to tune the 'niat' as menunaikan amanah Allah..rezki atas bumi Allah di mana2..selagi ku termampu ku cuba langsaikan..jika tertulis rezki ku dipanjangkan ketempat lain..ku berserah..

menu semalam

just to update menu semalam.. masak lemak ketam, ayam goreng berempah, karipap (minyak terlebih panas..hu..hu..), lompat tikam and last but not least..sambal belacan

pantas berlalu..

kejap je masa berlalu..hari nie dah hari ke 21 ramadhan..another week to go..
bila dekat2 raya nie..syahdu rasa hati..macam ade tv depan mata flash back saat2 tok dengan wan masih ade..sedihh..aku dengan abang mmg close dengan arwah..dari kecik tok dengan wan tempat bermanja..tempat kitorang lari mengadu kalu mak marah..tiap2 kali lepas sembahyang raya, kami dah lari pegi umah tok..sampai la we all besar

pada tok..aku sedih sangat kenang saat2 akhir hayatnya..pergi tanpa sesiapa disisi.. malam aku nak kawen, tok tolong pakaikan inai walaupun dia tak larat..tolong halaukan nyamuk dr gigit aku..sayangnye tok kat aku..wan, hajat hati nak bawa wan ke KL tak kesampaian..aku penah berangan..kalu dah keje nak bawa wan naik flight datang sini..tapi apakan daya..wan pergi dulu sebelum aku mampu..tiap2 kali terkenang arwah, aku tak mampu nak menahan air mata..aku rindu saat2 dulu..beraya di kampung..walau tak semewah mana..tapi kami suka..tok dengan wan panggil aku siti..abang diorang panggil awang..hmmm..skrg nama tu tggal kenangan..

alfatihah utk tok dan wannn..tok, wannn..kami rinduuuuuu

Weekend..

Hari minggu..at these days saje boleh relax and focus on my personal life..but for this weekend, as early of 1am on Saturday, email bertalu2..haiiii..sahabat sorang nie before this dia yang teach me how to be professional la kononnya, alih2 pepagi buta tak pasal2 dia lak emo..ha..ha..so plastic..ha..ha.. since dah abis office hour and considered as not urgent, so aku biarkan si luncai dengan labu2nya..alih2 bos besar menjawab..pastu mula la sesi berbalas email diorang.. aku remain as pembaca..ha..ha.. weekend maaa..

ok..so this weekend biasa la memasak..Saturday just 1 dish since my hubby bawa balik bekal dari Gombak..kurma ayam kampung..then some kuih from 'param' Tesco katanya..so Saturday hari my hubby la..layan je la..

Then Sunday..my day!! My friend obiterdicta..I got my oven today!!! Suke2222...
And my first dish with the oven...taraaaaa...roasted black papper chicken with mushroom sauce..kita kawankan dia dengan nasi carrot and soup..ini diaaa..

then utk desert..puding sira coklatt...hmmmmm..yummie2x

then ade ice cream vanila with lime sauce..nyum2..cam ne nak kurus gini..hu..hu..eh..ala..gambo ice cream tak sempat snap td..lain kali la paste sini..

sukanya la..alhamdulillah..hajat nak oven dah dapat..so pas nie byk lagi la resepi bleh try..cara baru utk mengurangkan stress..he..he..

ok then, time to prepare some document for tomorrow..waaaa...esok keje..lomah rasa lutut..Monday bluessss

another day

another day to go..start my day with a long meeting..suffocated in the meeting room, bored!

just to update yesterday's menu..hi..hi...taraaaaaaa.. terracota pudding..after tergendala quite sometime, akhirnya termakbul jugak hajat hubby ku..then tomyam ayam and samosa (after kes samosa 50sen satu..ku buat sendiri..puas makan)

today boleh balik awal..so x tau lagi nak buat menu apa..tom yam still berbaki...hmmmm..itu la perempuan..masuk tengahari dah sibuk think about menu..lelaki..balik keje sume dah terhidang..that's so called life!!

too fast

another day in the fasting month..alhamdulillah day 7 already..pejam celik sekejap jek masa berlalu..yesterday mmg hari memenatkan..as early of 8am dah kluar rumah and at 7pm baru sampai rumah..buka puasa pun still pakaii tdung, x sempata nak buka..

my bro and his family datang berbuka kat umah...hmm, makan juadah pasar ramadhan la jawabnya, mmg x sempat masak..alahai..ala kadar, and one thing for sure, mahalnya makanan bulan puasa nie!!! samosa sebijik 50sen..aduhhhhh x nak la beli dah. and my 1st niece, dak nemok ligatnye laa...abis dibuli adiknya..

awien need to have some rest now..penat x abis lagi..
will update more later..daaaaa

today..alone

today..its a bit dull..boring day. start my day with 2 meetings..then continue another meeting in the afternoon..hmm, tak abis2 meeting..

but at least today boleh balik awal..ha..ha..at 4.30 suppose but then my colleague request to have discussion..so x baik hampakan orang..at last kul 5 lebih jugak baliknya..sampai rumah terus rush masakk..ho..ho...exhausted maaa.. menu today, kuih cara and char koew teow..i thought my hubby sempat balik berbuka..adeeehhhh ..penat jek ku masak, then makan sengsorang..apa nak buat..so menu today....

my day

dah lama tak jot something here.. my life..well sometime ceria and some time not..

last few months were a stress period for me..i went thru' a procedure which caused me lie on bed for nearly a week due to high fever and lenguh2 sendi, then straight away went for an operation to remove sub-mucosal fibroid..then another round of treatment and medicine...goshhhh..i really tired and rasa macam dalam marathon..lelah!!!

just to balance my life, i start new hobby; cooking..hmm..guess what..pudding is my favourite..










this is glass rainbow pudding..he..he... next ..mee jawa..resepi..mana lagi kalu tak internet.. ;)..thanks to kak liza..


next, nasi tomato + ayam masak merah + dalca sayur


ayam masak merah; i really enjoy cooking now..may be later baking..hi..hi..i will get an oven for myself..hmmmm when haa..??

never mind..next menu..hi..hi..





bihun sup..yang nie versi apa yang ade kat dapur..ha..ha..last kopek punya bahan2..jadik la..janji kenyang..

actually few other recipe yang dah cuba but tak sempat snap..abis kena telan..heh..heh..tak pe, will try a new one...so tungggguuuuuuuu